I can't put the word Love into a description. It's just too hard to explain. I know one thing, every person I thought I loved didn't compare until my daughter's father came along. Despite all the things we have been through I genuinely have a lot of love for that man. I can say that's just more than having "love" it's a lot like being IN love. The crazy part about it, is that I know I'm on his mind alot. I know that he loves me too. I know that no matter what life throws at him, he's going to be here for us always. He's my best friend. And although he does have some faults to him, some traits I just don't like, it's not enough to keep me from him. I have a lot of traits he can't stand either. He hates that I curse like a sailor and when I get mad I just say the ugliest things. He hates that I have doubt and sometimes don't believe what he says, but there are lot of good things about me that he really does love. When you come across somebody who can encourage you, uplift you, speak life into you, want to help you achieve your dreams, want to help be an inspiration so you can do just that, to me that person is a keeper and always will be. I went through a lot of stuff just to get to him and when I tell you that once upon a time, I didn't like him either? I couldn't stand him in middle school, didn't care too much for him when I got older too. But one day I was going through some things and I asked him to call me. He did and he gave me good advice. Then I didn't talk to him really too much after that. Then I had another "crisis" I was going through, asked him to call me and this time, we just kept talking to each other. What a road we both have traveled but I'm glad I have him to back me. To listen to me. To be my friend. To scold me when I need to be. To keep me balanced. He's my twin flame. My soul mate. And we created a beautiful little girl too. She's so gorgeous and every time I see her I see him and it just warms my heart so much. Anyway just expressing my love to the world and when he sees this, he'll know that this is for him.
I think my family has been through some crazy times here lately. Or the craziness is really just a thing of the past. Sometimes you have those who like to leave their hand on the stove until it's too hot for them to keep it there any longer. Sometimes that final intensity of the heat makes you think, damn I'm too old for this mess . I got to do something different. That's what made my sister (shown above) want to start her own business. She's always been creative. Very talented. She can look at anything and draw it, raps, sing, and is just business minded period. She's never been the one who likes to work for others. So when she said she was opening her own business and selling herbal soaps and etc, I was ecstatic about it. I can say that's how I got started in writing as well. Not necessarily exactly the same way, but let's just say I left my hand on the stove while I figured I should just write a story about this drama instead. I didn't all the way c...
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